When Forgiving Has Become Hard

We have to be aware

We always need to aware of  our  unforgiveness   , that may develop in our hearts , it has to come to the light , and with the light , the truth will come . Unfortunately  in my twenties , I would rarely ask for forgiveness  , at that time I had too much pride . I wasn’t looking to the Lord , I was looking at the wrong  and  I was listening too much to the world , so I would lie myself and say it was okay . I look back at that time in my life , I know now , that  God changed me for the better and He can do the same thing for you . You have to trust Him and humble yourself and lean on Him , to work in your heart .

We need to be sensitive to the Holy Spirit , so we don’t miss Him . All of us need to be thankful for the convictions that He gives us . so there can be change .  He’s not condemning us ,  God  loves us , He doesn’t want His children to go in  the wrong direction . We are here for a reason , that is to glorify Him .

Read This Verses to Help with Forgiveness

  1. Colossians 3:13
  2. Ephesians 4: 31-32
  3. 1John 1:9
  4. Luke 17 : 3-4

Read this verses everyday in the morning , the words will slowly day by day transform your heart . Don’t forget to pray , the Lord loves to hear from this children .

My favorite Christian YouTube Channels

I hope you check out these YouTube channels , they have helped me a lot on my Christian journey .

  1. https://youtu.be/U-2SgffCfHk
  2. https://youtu.be/qRuA-ggXwvs

Listening to God’s voice

Listening to God’s voice

God speaks to us in numerous ways ; as in through other Christians , a strong feeling in your spirit , or through circumstances .

We have to remember to stay in God’s word , in a daily basis,.  to get to know Him and being  in prayer , by speaking and listening Him . Being in His presence, in the stillness , that’s when you can hear Him. God  works in mysterious ways , that we may not understand .We need to keep trusting  Him , He will answer our prayer in His perfect timing , even if doesn’t , its okay , because God knows what we need. Trust Him that He will answer the prayer in due time .. God knows what we need. He is our Father .

Before I finish writing , I want to tell you about one of my answered prayers . I prayed that my husband , would go to church with me . Time passed by , nothing had changed . Then one day I came home from church , I then went outside ,looking for my husband , found him on the back porch , when he looked at me and said,  ” He wanted to start going to church , with me  ” , I have to admit I was surprised ! , I knew it that is was God ,who had answered my prayer .

My Favorite Christian Songs

My Favorite Christian Songs

These songs have been a blessing to me , in my life struggles .

  1.   https://youtu.be/0fZ-tBR7LJ0
  2. https://youtu.be/r6NfOJl26F4?list=PLWvahZRxLnLMSWeULnub0CCeQzvxGM8hB
  3. https://youtu.be/Q06Y9X4_DsI?list=PLWvahZRxLnLMSWeULnub0CCeQzvxGM8hB
  4. https://youtu.be/CqybaIesbuA?list=PLWvahZRxLnLMSWeULnub0CCeQzvxGM8hB
  5. https://youtu.be/CqybaIesbuA?list=PLWvahZRxLnLMSWeULnub0CCeQzvxGM8hB

My Favorite Five Verses Of All Time

My Favorite Verses

These are the five  bible verses that has  mean a lot to me in daily journey with Christ .They have helped me get through the day , when I couldn’t go other step .

  1. Be anxious for nothing ,but in everything by prayer and supplication ,with thanksgiving ,let your requests be known to God .   Philippians 4:6
  2. Rejoice in the Lord always . Again I will say rejoice !  Philippians 4:4
  3. Walk by faith, not by sight . 2 Corinthians 5:7
  4. Whoever confesses that Jesus is Son of God , God abide in him and he in God .  1  John 4:15
  5. And be kind to one another tenderhearted  , forgiving one ,even as God in Christ forgave you  . Ephesians 4:32



Joyce Meyer book review

Joyce Meyer book review

I want to tell everyone about this book, I’ve been reading , The secret power of speaking God’s word . I love this book !  I had purchased it  about six months ago at Barnes and Noble . It has really helped me a lot .    I had felt the prompting of the Holy Spirit to purchase the book , as I was walking down the aisle of the store . It was like a soft knowing in my heart , I knew God wanted to change my  heart for the better .       There is bible verses in the book  that cover over everything that you  might be struggling  with .. For example , it talks about anger ,anxiety , contentment, faith , forgiveness , grace ,etc .  All the verses are helpful, but I focused more, on the ones I struggle with .  I liked to take the time to read the verses out loud , I could really hear what He was saying to me   and then I begin to start to live it . Don’t get me wrong , sometimes I would make mistakes , but then  I would ask for forgiveness . I kept on reading the verses everyday ,  I saw improvement little by little .Is there any Christian books that you like to read ?

Sending a text with hope

Sending a text with hope

Hello everyone! I want to talk about the second way to encourage others ,by texting someone . I know sometimes texting can be impersonal , but it’s about the words , that are spoken  .  A short caring text can make a big  difference , in someone’s life  .We never really know what people going through , in their daily life   , that’s why those encouraging words can help , bring hope into their lives . People need to know that people care  , that they are not alone . That we all have problems , even though they may be different .  It’s definitely a reason to encourage others .   The text could be an opening to a deeper conversation . The conversation can lead up to relief to that person , by letting them have a chance  to open up ,and by telling them that Christ is ultimately ,the only One that can help us . He is the only One that can give unconditional love and peace .

So keep leaning on the Lord , stay in His  Word and in prayer . We need to trust Him in this journey .

True happiness in Volunteering

The true happiness of volunteering

One of the best ways, to keep yourself happy, is to volunteer . I volunteer at two non profit organizations . It makes me feel good that I’m helping people and it’s for a good cause . Which is awesome ! It can just be, a couple hours a week and it’s very flexible . Even if you work  full time , you can always fit in your schedule . It has changed my life for the good , taught me a lot about myself . I love to live with purpose , to impact  others in a positive way .

I started volunteering last year ,  knowing it was a calling on my life . We all have different callings  in our  life , but  in my heart,  I knew my calling was  volunteering .  We all know our gifts and talents are, as we grow in Christ .We need to use those gifts to make the world a better place . You can have a good impact in the workplace also , as in encouraging your coworkers and telling  them their work is  appreciated . So I hope I have given you some good ways to live a happy life .

The Unexpected heartache

The unexpected heartache

When you walk threw heartache , it can bring pain , loneliness , frustration to one’s life . We have to take one day at a time , and live within the moment and look at the positive things in life , as in family , friends , etc . Grief is a process and sometimes a tough one .

Let me tell you my story of pain , mine comes in grief . I lost my father in May , my mom   died just seven years prior  .I could still  remember, finding out he had passed away . There were  so many emotions racing over me , I thought  maybe they would consume me . Memories of my dad were painful , to say the least . At first it seemed like I had hundreds  of  memories racing threw my mind , it was like watching a movie .

I also dealt with  loneliness , I didn’t feel like people understood me . People don’t want to deal with grief , which is understandable . It’s a painful and hard topic . At first , I was at the phase , I felt like I had to get it out of my system . So I would talk to my friends about it , After a while , I got tired of hearing myself talk about it and it didn’t seem to help, . So I went into survival mode , I would push the feelings down , and act like  everything was fine , but it wasn’t .

The only One I could depend on was Christ . He’s the only one that I can count on . Even though my parents are not here anymore ,I still have my father in heaven and I’m blessed ! I’m able to talk to Him everyday ,He gives me peace and love , that I need . He motivates me to keep going and thrive .